Wow, I didn't quite make it to a year since my last post...bad bad me!!!
    On my never ending quest not to be a lump...I have gone back to Weight Watchers. Par for the course, I come back and everything I already know is about to change completely. Thats ok, perhaps the shake up will make the difference.

The Playoffs

   Ah, football Sunday is almost over again. Big playoff games today.My must see is the Patriots vs. The Broncos. I love a good QB and these 2 fools are the best.....ever.

    Before all that, I'm going to do lunch with a friend. Its odd when you pretty well know your never going to see a person again. Thank the powers for Facebook. I dont get to see so many of my friends very often ,but I see them everyday...lol.

   Remember back in the day when we actually used the phone?? No one would ever know what was going on with me...I guess I can't really say that, I was a talker.

Grattitude

   Sometimes its difficult to be grateful in this selfish little world we all live in.We have so much, but still want more. Terrible things happen to people we know and still we put our own worries first.
    I know far too many people who are suffering through things. I think of them often, but, for whatever odd reason, I still dont speak to them.I dont know....

Tick Tock....

  Time keeps on ticking by...I was in the Hospital a month ago.That was fun....NOT. I was discharged and then went back in 2 days later for a Surgical Procedure .I'm surprised I'm not dead (kidding).
    I have been living off of crap since then.Out running about in the  world leads me straight to the DriveThru...of whatever.I dont know...perhaps in part its monetary, since finances have been in an uproar.In part because there are foods..mostly vegetables (and ONLY the ones I like) that I have to stay away from...leafy greens...more or less off the list.Broccoli, gone. Brussel Sprouts ,86'd. What the hell?? I get left with tomatoes, squash and carrots ofr the most part....bleh!!!!

In The Hospital

Here I am..day 5 of my incarceration. I have to say I was actually surprised that there was pretty well NOTHING that I could even pretend to make a meal out of.

 Well. I have been SLACKIN!!!! All the way around.I havent been keeping up with this at all and I have been off the wagon more than on with the eating...BAD BARBI.
  Tomorrow is a new day though,and whether or not it was foolish, I am off the anti anxiety med for a week now.I feel more motivated to be me.
   Breakfast in the morning...scrambled eggs, bacon,tomatoes and fresh blueberries. Lunch will be my leftovers from Outback...only because.Fish and veggies, I will ad my own salad with the homemade primal blue cheese dressing. I need to tweak that abit...apple cider vinegar AND Greek Style yogurt are just a wee bit TART

Lemon Tarragon Smoked Salmon Spread | Whole Foods Market

Lemon Tarragon Smoked Salmon Spread | Whole Foods Market